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" What a day it has been! Full of ups and downs from all that light hearted chats, humour and also all that serious talk that drained the life out of us :( . Inevitable to have all that talk but again, sorry if i did say some things that you didn’t wish to hear. Just got really worked up to have people making groundless accusations. I don’t want to sound defensive but it sucks to know you didn’t do anything and yet people are saying such stuff. But at the end of the day, i’m just so thankful i have you trust. You don’t know how grateful i am and i really really really really want to do things to in a sense “repay” you. Not exactly repay but yeah I can’t find a better word HAHA! People always say faith does wonders and now i’m starting to see it. 

Not exactly the best anniversaries we have had so far if you can remember! the first, 8/12/2011 was spent at your crib, with you tearing so badly and barely being able to breath hahhahhahaha. But yeah that was me lecturing you hehe >:). Today was slightly better so to speak, at least there weren’t any tears and we didn’t spam tissues HAHA! It was just one with truckloads of serious talks, one leading to another and having so much to share about it. But above all these, it brings out the faith we have in each other and we can also share some ideas regarding some matters and our expectations or what we would rather and I think its that although it was really :/, its a blessing in disguise! :) Somehow we manage to reassure each other and get feedbacks from each other so we will never ever make the same mistakes that ultimately results in disappointment again. 

I hate how I login here everyday and having so much to say. Talk is cheap but at the same time, i’m really lost about how i can show my heartfelt appreciation and just how much i love you. Words are all I have as of now, hope it means something to you and to both of us. No one can take this away from us, we reap what we sow :)

On a brighter note, its our 90th day together! Oh how time flies! 10 more days and it will be the official 100th day that we are meeting. (18th Jan 2012!) I wonder which other couples does that hahahaha we are really making the movies jealous aren’t we! 90 Days went by just like that, but none of it was wasted cos i know i made it count with you and every moment with you counts for something and these beautiful memories will be my takeaways and things i look back in the future and smile to myself, knowing i found myself a beautiful and lovable soulmate and that soulmate of mine, loves me more than i can ever imagined. God Bless :)

“just wanna let you know we appreciate everything you do for us on a day to day and I know we don’t show you all the time but we lucky that you ours. No bouquet of flowers could ever show how much we know we need you. We do all thats in our power just to please you. 10 million dollar mansions won’t suffice if you aint gon be in there with me at night the pieces to my puzzle’s in my life, with all of my good days and all of my bad” - T.I.

We’ve had our good times, we’ve had our better days, I can show you our new way. I hope you’re coming with me. Marry me? :D "

- darren on 8/1/2012