Monday, 2 July 2012

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Past 3 months have been beyond perfect, incredible, amazing and honestly speaking i want to quit school now, get married, buy a house and start our own life immediately. With 4 cute boys of course hahaha. But you get the idea, i love us and i love you and it will remain this way for the rest of my lifetime :). You’ve been my everything. You are there for my ups and downs, you are my wonderwall, my happy pill and my lover :D
HAHAHAHAHAHAH GLAD I STILL WENT FOR DINNER EVEN THOUGH I HAD A BAD TUMMYACHE! must be from the seaweed you offered me!>:( The food was great! Especially the eggs omg hahahah spammable. And yeah you know the best part. Roy Ryan Ray and Aloysius! Beautiful kids which will grow old to be really really handsome and charming just like yours sincerely :) No regrets going there and getting a bit wild and rough with the boys and a little too noisy hahaha but yeah will wanna go back as much as possible :) really enjoyed their company omg didnt know i love kids thisssssss much hahahaha i think it applies more to boys.

Still feeling bad and sorry about my actions earlier. Sorry about what i did and said. Won’t happen again and i will never never never ever give u the idea that what Theo said might be right. its so disheartening and </3 to even type this. My solemn vow to do you right and that’ll never change. Hope you stay with me alright. I don’t really know what i done for him to not trust me, but whatever it is, i don’t wanna get involved with them and their childish senseless gossips. But i still wish to be in the know and so i wanna listen to the phone call but its a neutral thing actually. So be it if i can’t haha. Sooooo narrow minded but i can’t help but feel :/. it’s like i’m doing all this just to make him not say that. Something i totally won’t even think about. i’ll just be me and i hope the me now is the one you love. I’ll stay this way and you stay pure and honest and beautiful alright :)

Have a good night and may tomorrow be filled with laughter! I’ll ensure that happens hehe. >:) "
- darren on 7/1/2012