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hey hon! just dropping by to say a few words. Im very appreciative for all that you’ve done for me/with me this 5 months. Shopping, sleeping, cuddling, movies, board games, tumblring, series and everything including things i shall not disclose here hehehehe, its the best relationship i can ever ask for and its gon be my last relationship so lets make it last babe i love you. But some haunting thoughts and happenings just keeps eating me up inside and i’m sure you had your fair share too. We dealt with it, learnt from it, moved on. I’m just sorrry that you’re always the one crying, the one feeling so heartwrenched. Its not that i care lesser, but i just don’t wanna tear, i believe i can do better and stay strong. But through it all, i hope i’ve always maintained my cool and still organize my thoughts and makes sense to help us get through such times together. I’m really thankful that i have you and what makes us grow so much, is how much i can just tell you, which comes from our strong foundation of transparency, tell you everything, not being afraid that you’ll judge or be hurt and feel so broken inside or be so affected that you wanna call it quits. It’s remarkable how a simple act of transparency can help us grow so much, imagine how this relationship would be like if i have to hold back all the hurtful or unpleasant stuff i have to say just because i’m afraid we might just end off right there and then. But hey, look where we are now! Stay this way, continue growing as one my dear <3
Okay enough with the gl0o0o0o0o0my matters haha afterall its our 5th month anniversary, scary how fast times passes us by, its been 5 months already. Five well spent months i would say, i’d definitely want to relive this 5 months, you, family, work and play and friends. So balanced. This is perfect, you’re perfect. This 5months really helped us to grow alot, i would say all that have happened, did happen for a reason and that our Heavenly Father Jehovah God planted such obstacles in our lives to help us mature and prepare us for the world, for whats in store for us. Proud of us, one-by-one we knocked out such obstacles like bowling balls and pins. Thank you so much Lord for blessing us the wisdom to get through our exams, keeping our loved ones safe and sound, giving us the presence of mind and brilliance to communicate with one another in an intelligent manner! And hon, you’ve opened me up so much this 5 months, i can really feel that i’m growing. haha thanks for everythingggggg really you’ve really been the one i wanna spend my life with.
OKAY RANDOM THANKS FOR SHOPPING WITH ME TODAY AND PACKING MY ROOM HEHE I LOVE YOU OK HERE U GO. READ IT AND SLEEP OK GOOOODNIGHT! "
- darren on 9/3/2012