Monday, 2 July 2012

17

Hey babe, sorry for starting today on the wrong note. I was harsh and mean and really said some stuff that gave u so much lesser credit than you deserve. But just so you know, i know how strongly you feel about this and me and everything and i feel the same way too. All this is not merely us living in our own world, its not how other couples feel sure about themselves as well. This is just different. We can feel it, and not only we can feel it, we are constantly getting signs that all this will definitely work out and we have already gotten a sneak peak of what’s lined up for us for the rest of our very fulfilling and beautiful life! :D Kids, home, car, family business, dogs, finance matters, marriage, kids education, everything hahahaha we have already planned a little of everything and that is really beautiful because we know how all of this is not still a leap of faith. Its progress from the leap of faith on 8.11.11. Everything was beautiful, we stayed strong as one, with all that unconditional love, fought countless battles of walls and doubts and everything ranging from mental to physical challenges, we overcame them all. Today’s battle was a lil tricky but still, we thrashed them hahahahahaha and look! I hope you finally see my point. See how beautiful it is, to really open up to someone and fall back on that person? the feeling to me is the best feeling on Earth because i know that for whatever storm thats about to come, i have someone that will always got my back and that i feel that she appreciates my company and existence and loves me for who i am. Maybe i haven’t exactly been the best boyfriend in terms of trust and faith, but i hope we can really shrug off all of these rubbish that people say and continue to just love and trust each other. Yes you may not know me and we’ve only gotten together for a short 3 months, but i’ve really given my al in this past 3 months and i’m trying to be perfect. So don’t feel insecure about us because of my imperfect past. I will really see that this work out and all i ask for is for you to stay by me, open up, and love love love :)
We were losing at half-time but we went to the locker room and had some time to ourselves, to reflect and to re-strategize and we swept em, outclassed them, and totally counter-attacked them. Here’s to us, here’s to us believing in us since from the start. We reap what we sow, and look how our night ended. Babe, i promise you that everyday of your life is gonna be like that, i really promise. Unconditional love and transparency is the recipe my dear and there’s no denying that. Let’s work hard together for us alright for you mean the world and i don’t want to lose this feeling ever. Its the bestestestestest feeling on Earth. Only a handful of people can feel it, only those deserving ones feel it. We felt it, and look how beautiful everything is now. Your eyes, my smile, our hands locked together, everything. God is love and when God blesses something, there is no stopping it. There is no stopping us. I’m sincerely appreciative and thankful that we are together and really making it count :)
To date the most beautiful girl i’ve ever known, can’t help but try to make her laugh and smile, can’t help but give in to the urge to want to talk to her every minute, i cant explain why i give it all to her. The thought of her never seems to escape the symmetrical shape of my brain despite having to stay up for more than 30 hrs and still she is the priority in my mind. I cant explain, cause i give it all to her. Heck i even dream about her! Her name is Cheryl Alexys Yeo. My one and only :) "
- darren on 10/1/2012