Time for some change.
No more "chill" or at least, spend the precious time on meaningful (i-did-a-lot-today-and-i-still-have-time-for-supper) activities that i can reflect on at the end of the day. Sort out thoughts, be calm, pray.
Few couple of weeks have been somewhat draining, more emotionally/spiritually. I could sense it because my body actually reacts to these things; i feel sleepy all the time, wake up with no appetite for food even though i try to tell myself i need to eat and have proper meals. been like that since two years ago, painful memories
On a brighter note, things may have only been that bad to remind me of the greater opportunities that are to come, or already here (!!!), to continue shaping my personality, my perspective to issues in life and everywhere else.
Will pen down thoughts again, soon.