Monday, 2 July 2012

27

hahahahaha hi! hope u had a great reunion dinner filled with joy and laughter! the phone call from ryan was definitely heartwarming. To know that someone actually wants you around and misses you, though he’s just a kid, means alot to me and i somehow draw strength from this kinda things and these are the stuff that keeps me going and make me realize what are the things i should be working hard and putting effort for and what are the less important things and helps keep me on the right track and gives me a direction. Hope you continue to grow spiritually! continue to attend mass and absorb many meaningful messages. 
Had a great morning today! almost felt like we were siblings! woke up greeting the elders and waiting for you to finish washing dad’s car, and setting up the lights together and making the sheets hahahaha its so beautiful when a couple finds joy in such mundane day-to-day chores! But it says a lot when two people can totally enjoy themselves while doing such things. I really really think its soooooooooo wonderful and still grateful to have you. Thank God you’re mine and I’m yours hehe i like this kinda closeness and intimacy and that is one huge reason why i really enjoy your presence. You give me a feeling like no other and i know that we are really connected, transparent and intimate. I am thankful for that and i appreciate you loving me soooooooo much! 
Just before i sign off to watch VD3, i still wanna say sorry! Apologetic for making u feel a even a bit of jealous and sournesssssss by talking to other girls like these while you’re away! just don’t say you’re uncertain about us again, cuts my heart so deeeeep. I really want you to know that this means everything to me and i’m going to ensure it works out :) 
TO A LIFETIME OF BEAUTIFUL LOVE! :) "

- darren on 22/1/2012